im disappointed

in you, i cant believe out of all the people in the world youd be the one to do this to me. so much for being my bestfriend? i've never done anything to you as fucked up as you did to me. you lead me on, and to my own downfall. and you just watch me as i fall further and further away. but i guess your good at that. because it seems like your just pushing me away anyways. once im gone, im gone. thanks for everything cause i just love to suffer. whats really fucked was i dont care about all the pain. your always going to be worth it. and im never going to leave you, because i love you. its like you've got a gun pointed at my heart resting on my chest, and you keep pulling the trigger. thanks.